My Right Foot

I need to pack up and get back up to school to do work and see the people I love, etc., etc. I have an appointment tomorrow for some doctor to look at my right foot.

I'm exceptionally nervous about it.

It's taking me a long, long time to write everything about B.A.

I need somewhere else right now. The familiar views of Sherman and Plano are boring me.


Third Eye Blind
"Persephone"

Poetic

It's poetic, really, that two people I hate for very different reasons and have very little to do with each other have come together and become friends.

Amazing.


Modest Mouse
"Missed the Boat"

Sonia

Sonia mentioned me recently in one of her entries. Jen talked to her about how I was worried about her. It's not that I don't appreciate this--I guess part of me wants Sonia to know that I'm concerned. What I find most interesting is how Jen talks about me in those situations. I don't know...I guess I'm not much of a name dropper in those situations. I hope Sonia doesn't think I think less of her for her life being in the crapper for a while there. I always get worried when she mentions me. Who the fuck am I to her?

Glad to be back at school.

The Giant King

This guy that used to obsess over and actually stalk my fiancee is in Germany for the semester. I periodically read his Xanga. I think he wants to kill himself. Though the man scares me, I don't want him to kill himself. He has this girl that comments on each and every one of his posts--she kind of throws herself at him and it doesn't seem to phase him for better or worse. I fear he doesn't need the idea of someone being close to him, but rather the feeling of having someone physically close to him.

It's a shame that he's not wherever this girl is.

I guess this will be my sanctuary for thoughts like these.



Rogue Wave
"Everyday"

The Trouble of Sexual Expression

I'm writing the screenplay I've always wanted to. How do I write all of that sexual frustration and angst? How do I write all of that anger? All of that despair? All of the hormones?

I long for you, Buenos Aires.